Quiet Moonlight

I am so much in love with you that I am trying so hard to think nothing of all the little things you do. It was easier back then when I was with another - but now that I'm all alone I see things I know you love, hear songs I know you listen, remember things that we did and dream of you each night. I don't want to fall in love with you again because I have been hurt by you before, but I want to fall in love with the things you do that just make me feel whole, even for a moment. I want to think nothing of the way you laugh, the way your shoulder brushes up against mine while we walk side by side, or the way you looked so shy when you sang and asked me to stay with you a little bit longer. I want to think of it as nothing more as what a true friend would do for someone who was facing her own demons.

I want to just be happy around you. I am so much in love with you, and I love you as my truest friend.