I just saw an office friend's post on Facebook just now - I bumped into him earlier on my way home and he was on his way to the office (he works the night shift). Since it was too early for him to be there, I asked him why he was there so early.
He said he was just there to leave his work bag at the office so he wouldn't have to pick it up again at home later on before his shift starts at 10 pm...he was going out before then.
I just said okay and we said goodbye and parted ways. And right now I saw his post...he was out on a date with his girlfriend celebrating their 70th month together as a couple (5.8 years!!!).
I have so much feels right now and I'm still "awww"-ing at the thought. 5 years!
It's only been two months since my boyfriend and I broke up and I'm already okay - but sometimes thinking about love makes me doubt so much if I would be able to find someone who would take care of me too, the same way I take care of others.
I usually neglect myself - no wonder I'm so unhappy. But it's seeing things like this that make me believe a little bit that maybe I'd find my perfect match - even if we may look so different.
I have a crush on another office friend - he's the one I used to talk to a lot when I fell for my best friend and got rejected (for the umpteenth time?). I don't know how it started - I JUST FELL. And I didn't fall for his looks (he's not handsome, really, but I don't look at looks?) - I can't help but feel so insecure and shy around him recently.
It doesn't help much that I know who his crushes (or loves, or secrets!) are. Because one of them is so damn busty (and wiggle-licious), while the other is one of my friends (who is also his teammate) who is super pretty and bubbly and is what I call a 'guy magnet'.
I'm not pretty! I can only be me. Boring, plain, old me.
He said he was just there to leave his work bag at the office so he wouldn't have to pick it up again at home later on before his shift starts at 10 pm...he was going out before then.
I just said okay and we said goodbye and parted ways. And right now I saw his post...he was out on a date with his girlfriend celebrating their 70th month together as a couple (5.8 years!!!).
I have so much feels right now and I'm still "awww"-ing at the thought. 5 years!
It's only been two months since my boyfriend and I broke up and I'm already okay - but sometimes thinking about love makes me doubt so much if I would be able to find someone who would take care of me too, the same way I take care of others.
I usually neglect myself - no wonder I'm so unhappy. But it's seeing things like this that make me believe a little bit that maybe I'd find my perfect match - even if we may look so different.
I have a crush on another office friend - he's the one I used to talk to a lot when I fell for my best friend and got rejected (for the umpteenth time?). I don't know how it started - I JUST FELL. And I didn't fall for his looks (he's not handsome, really, but I don't look at looks?) - I can't help but feel so insecure and shy around him recently.
It doesn't help much that I know who his crushes (or loves, or secrets!) are. Because one of them is so damn busty (and wiggle-licious), while the other is one of my friends (who is also his teammate) who is super pretty and bubbly and is what I call a 'guy magnet'.
I'm not pretty! I can only be me. Boring, plain, old me.
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